Recently I have noticed how much of my life I spend looking at things or making things for other people to look at. It’s my major occupation, beyond sleeping and eating, probably two thirds of my waking hours which means half of my hours total, half my entire life. Looking at things or making things for other people to look at.

Maybe I need to get out and work with my hands some more. Do something more physical, more real.

I miss landscaping, I really do.